Author's Note: Of
late, there has been some talk of dropping a nuclear bomb on Korea. Seems this
idea has spread as a viable option...
I find this thought unacceptable, on any level I can consider. The
following is my experience with this most profound subject, and the very thought is like a hammer in my brain. It is beyond words, beyond any and all contemplation, and so, I want to tell you of both thought and
feeling, as extrapolated from what I remember as a US Navy Yeoman for the Captain
of the USS Kitty Hawk, 1970. I want to explain to you my very personal and profound, life changing visit to Nagasaki, Japan.
Nagasaki
blisters and little soft hands
In the spring of 1970, the carrier USS
Kitty Hawk pulled into the port of Sasabo Japan. I was one of about
two thousand Navy service men standing at parade-rest as we pulled into slip.
It was a beautiful display, in our dress whites. I didn’t understand it at the
time, but we were told this powerful formation of our men was meant to be a sign
of respect. Let me say from the start that we dropped those bombs on Nagasaki and Hiroshima to finally put an end to a war that was taking the lives of our servicemen. Japan would not give up. I make no apologies for this action. However, in retrospect, the abject horror that has been duly recorded since tell the story of just how horrific this kind of warfare entails, from ultimate destruction, human pain, to genetic abnormalities that are still going on. It is my hope that we never, ever have to resort to this ever again.
Our briefings
Our briefings
We were explained a lot about our visit while at sea, more
than any other port in our West Pacific Tour. It was drilled into us that our
relationship with Japan is complicated.
There were discussions on our ship’s closed circuit TV during
our prime-time television viewing, displacing Voyage to the Bottom of the Sea,
and Captain Kirk on the Enterprise too. A variety of mandatory general
briefings went on for weeks before we arrived, and each Division participated. In the middle of a lot of information I can no
longer remember, we were told that no nuclear carriers were allowed to dock...
that no civilian clothing would be allowed on shore leave; that we were to be
on our best behavior; and that any breach of conduct would be dealt with
harshly. In the Captain's office, where I worked, we were told real stories of
Sailors past arrests in Japan, sent to the brig for a variety of reasons, with the most
prevalent being drunken and disorderly.
My two best friends, Al Moore and Gary Hammitt, both four by
six, had already made two West Pac tours. They knew the ropes, and had been to
Japan twice before. In the chow-hall we discussed where to go, and decided unanimously
to give one of our three days to the village of Nagasaki. We would
stay in a quaint bed and breakfast next to a “hotsie bath”, close to "ground
zero." It was the place where we had dropped the second nuclear bomb, less
then thirty years before. These massive gardens and very special museum we
planned to see, stood at the very epicenter.
1970 is forty-seven years ago. At the time it had been just
twenty-six years since the bomb. I thought 26 years was an awful long time back
then, crawling by like my first twenty, and two years on The Hawk seemed a
lifetime. Today I know it to be just a flicker of time, as age gives us all a new
perspective.
In dress blues, spit polished shoes, and zippered haircuts,
we made it through the gambit of old Chiefs and Petty Officers looking for any
excuse to turn us around. We all slid through, and with a practiced and proper
salute of the ensign, we walked the aft plank to a very busy peer, and a bright
spring day.
With Pea Coats slung over one shoulder, and our overnight
bag on the other, we made our way to the base exchange where our rental car
waited. Past the jar-head guards who gave us a final look-over, we were out of
the gate and on the road, free at last. Gary’s international driver’s license
had again come in handy.
There were fields of flowering fruit trees, and amazing rice
paddies built like soft velvet steps on emerald green hills. We saw colorful pagodas,
brightly painted bridges over clear, swift moving streams, and we passed thousands
of elaborately planned, and meticulously manicured flower-gardens that were an
artist’s dream. Hanging baskets were everywhere, holding delicate clusters of
every conceivable color.
Our Arrival...
Our Arrival...
In three hours we were on the outskirts of this famed city
of Nagasaki. If I hadn’t known, I would never have guessed this city had been
completely razed just a generation ago. It was breathtakingly beautiful, with industry,
suburbs, open shops, electric train stations, children flying silk kites, new
American and Japanese cars mixed with hundreds of bicycles, and all blended
like a Maxfield Parish Painting, to dazzle the senses. We stopped for lunch and
I had Sukiyaki for the first time, eating everything but the raw egg in the
middle. I was mesmerized. Nothing seemed familiar, and yet, it was.Customs were different, but humanity was the same, and the laughter I heard in the park across the street filled me with a lonely longing for America.
By early noon we pulled into the Atomic
Park, and though I can truly say that most of this trip is now a
blur or forgotten, there are some things that will never leave my mind.
There, before the six-story museum, was a giant statue of a
muscle man, the “Statue
of Peace.” Under it was carved in several languages: “Beware! It comes from the sky. It will
level the earth.” One of his strong arms was pointing to the heavens, and
it is said that the tip of his finger is where the bomb blew up. His other arm
is outstretched to show destruction.
Each floor in the museum is dedicated to some aspect of this
horror. One floor showed nothing but burn victims, that was 90% of the deaths
here. Trying to separate skin from clothing was the hardest part, but I’ll
spare you the ghastly details. I couldn’t stay but for a moment on the floor of
genetic abnormalities, the next generation.
One floor had thousands of everyday objects displayed,
showing the strange effect that the bomb’s intense heat had on them. Four
bottles of wine melted together with the corks and liquid still intact, half of
an iron melted down a mantle in its own molten puddle, bubble blisters of metal
and glass that was once a car, and the strangest picture that haunts me even as
I write this… With high resolution color film a photographer took a picture of
a charred wall. It was blown up to its original size, and the charred ivy that
covered the wall was jet black. But there, to the side, was a vivid silhouette
of healthy fresh ivy, untouched by the flash of heat. It was the body of a man
holding the hand of a child that stood before that wall, saving that area from
the burn. I could almost see them, her little dress, his hat, her thin arm and
her hand in his, could all be seen clearly. A chill went through me standing before
this picture, and it changed me to the very core, It was a moment frozen in
horror, I stood before that wall for a long time, as the gravity of what this
all was hit home. Note: I have tried to find this photograph on line. There are many kinds shown, and they are called shadow pictures. This particular picture, however, can not yet be found.
The finality of a flash...
It was the morning of August 9, 1945. At 07:50, Japanese
time, an air raid sounded. Soon after, at 08:30, an all clear signal was given.
At 10:53 two B-29 super-fortresses were sighted, but officials gave no alarm
thinking that these planes were just another reconnaissance. It didn’t matter,
as no alarm would have made the slightest difference. No one expected anything
like this. A few moments later one of the B-29s dropped a bundle of instruments
attached to three parachutes. At 11:02 the other plane dropped a large object
set to detonate a few hundred feet above the ground, for full effect. At the point
of this muscle man’s finger, an atomic bomb exploded.
Captain F.l. Ashworth, U.S.N. was in technical command of
this mission. He watched as the bomb detonated above the valley of Nagasaki. He
wrote: “The bomb burst with a blinding flash and a huge column of black
smoke swirled up toward us. Out of this column of smoke there boiled a great swirling
mushroom of gray smoke, luminous with red, flashing flame, that reached 40,000
feet in less than 8 minutes. Below through the clouds we could see the pall of
black smoke ringed with fire that covered what had been the industrial area of
Nagasaki.”
74,000 people were dead in that flash of light, and 75,000
burn victims screamed into the afternoon, into the weeks, and the years ahead. 95%
of all injuries died from burns.
This bomb had the equivalent of 20,000 tons of T.N.T. To
give you some idea of what power we are talking about, it takes just one pound
of T.N.T. to raise 36 lbs. of water from freezing to boiling. A nuclear fission
equivalent pound of uranium would produce the same temperature rise of 200
million pounds of water. Our nuclear capability today can destroy the entire planet a hundred times over...
Radiation comes in many forms. Initially, heat radiation
traveling at the speed of light, 186,000 miles per second, promotes wavelengths
all the way to gamma rays, shorter than even an x-ray. This radiation comes in
two bursts. The first lasts just 3 milliseconds of ultra-violet radiation,
destroying all life within reach. The second lasts for about three seconds, 90%
of the total light, and able to raise the temperature of skin by 50 degrees.
At the beginning of WW2 the bombing of civilians was not
even considered. We were desperate for a closure, and desperation seeks
desperate action. Though we can justify our actions, we should all realize what
actually happened, and try everything within our power to see that it doesn’t
happen again. Never, never, ever again.
We met up later on the huge colonnade before the Statue of
Peace, and there, close by, was a little obscure hill that was the actual ashes of those who
died that awful day. It was covered in flowers.
The Children
The Children
Bus after bus of school children loaded and unloaded on a large
turn-around next to the parking lot. They walked holding hands and smiling, in
clean pressed uniforms. Suddenly I was surrounded by a group holding out little
scraps of paper and pencils. They wanted a sample of my writing. Our squiggly
lines fascinated them, as their open smiles fascinated me. The adults were just
as friendly, and I wondered what was in their hearts. I wrote down my name many
times, and gave it to little soft hands reaching up to me. Suddenly they were
loading up the bus and waved goodbye. I saw those little girls and boys, so
like our American children, and that little girl on the wall, holding hands
with her father is something I never want to forget.
I think back on this with amazing wonder, and a bit of
regret too. I wish I had not put my name on those tiny pieces of paper, but had
written the words “Love and Peace” instead. Some things are beyond what one
government can do to another. Some things are just too profound, too horrible,
and beyond all understanding... God help us, never again. Never... never again.
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